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Well for me it has to be a series of events that made me who I am today. Last year I found out my mum's cancer was back. She kept on saying she was fine, that she didn't need anything, that she was going to beat it again. After that my mental stability went downhill, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety which I refused to take medication for so I kept going to therapy sessions trying to cope with the situation. On the 3rd of November, sadly, she lost the battle against cancer and it became sort of surreal for me, I couldn't really come to terms with it so I carried on with my life as normal after the funeral trying to forget whatever happened. On the 28th of January this year I had a major nervous breakdown and had to be sectioned under section 2 of the mental health act meaning I was detained in hospital for a period of upto 28 days for assessment. I stayed in there for less than 4 weeks until I came back to my senses on the 21st of february and I was discharged. I have to say, for anyone that has been through this, I'm pretty sure that you may have felt the same way I did. The first few weeks were scary, going outside was frightening, getting on with life and wondering how that happened was something that was in my mind 24/7, trying to find answers until you eventually come to terms with it. If it wasn't for my therapist and Lee whom I love so much and never left my side, I wouldn't be here today for sure. I now go to therapy every monday and I'm on two types of medication. I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder 1 but I try to live like a normal person and take each day as it comes. It really is difficult to come to terms with the fact that you have a condition but I don't let that stop me from having fun and trying to live life to the fullest.

I'm glad for everyone who shared, it really does mean something if you have courage to share these great stories, thank you again. My story... Life was great until i met the age of 5, where i had gotten many diagnosis for my skin condition that had spread to most of my body (psoriasis, ichthyosis, eczema or finally a diagnosis of allergic contact dermatitis.) Everyday i have to deal with it and it can be time consuming for i have to get up every morning and take a shower and then soak in the tub to then exfoliate the lose skin off since it rapidly grows. Then, i have to put on an assortment of lotions to leave them on for an hour before i can put clothes on. If i don't do this, it hurts and becomes unstable for me to move and sometimes bleed if i don't shower for a few days. I know it's not the worse thing in life and i'm glad everyday that i at least i have a chance to live and breathe. This happened because my mom was a drug addict and was going an assortment of thing while pregnant with me, and drugs ruined my parents life to this day. I was always house hopping growing up since i was never stable, there is quite a story to what had happened growing up, but i won't tell all since you will be reading forever. Just know that i suffer everyday for this ridiculous disease, but never give up. I appreciate everything my step dad did for my sister and i, PSOBB got me though hard times when he passed, so i'm glad that there are server still up. I've never had too much in life, so when i like to give things to people a lot, that's why i like to throw mini events with dts so people have a chance to add hit to weapons since that there is really no way to add hit throughout the year or to spend it on what ever they want. I'm grateful for what ever that comes my way and glad that i have a loving girlfriend who does not judge books by their cover. I encourage you all to never give up on anything you do or for the bad times that comes your way, things will always get better, no matter how hard they get sometimes. Be brave hearted, be Unbreakable! ^^ @ Fatboy, cherish your parents, you never really don't know what you have until it's gone.

Those stories were really touching... Where to start, there has been way too many moments. Let's me try to name a few starting with the good : There was a time I had to choose what I wanted to study for my a-levels which was basically the pre-university phase, I was really good at economics but had a certain attraction to medicine; it was the night before and I had to submit my paper the next day, stressed I decided to go out for a walk, my dad came with me, and wanted to help me out so he told me a story of what happened to him in the clinic; how one patient started crying from happiness from finally being OK since a few years (diagnosed with Hep. C and Cirrhosis, got a transplant and is still doing well to this day); I wanted to see that happiness in people's eyes, so I opted for Medicine and that changed my life completely. Moving to Africa for a little bit, was also a life changer, dealing with people who have nothing made me appreciative of what I have, and I am thankful everyday... Graduating Med School was by far the greatest day of my life, that and the graduation party . Just seeing my family looking at me proud meant the world to me. Deciding to play PSO:BB for a second time on a different server led me here, where I have met the most wonderful people, and the most glorious of team mates anyone can ever hope for. Getting into the PRO Team, and then leading has left such a positive impact on my life, knowing that there are people out there whom I can rely on and cherish (and I to them as well) makes me thankful for them everyday. Some names however, Serverus, Saith, Soly, Maya, Haro, Ev, Whoopin (whom sadly quit), Cyane, Chuk (who helped me with my first bug), Masaki, Nei and many many more ( I am sorry if I didn't mention you, the list was going to go on forever, I love the PRO team and most of the people on the PSO community ). Scarlet has been a recent joy to chill with. Shout out to the other teams, their leaders and their players. I totally agree with what Fatboy said about parents. A sad one, I have a lot of those but this is getting a bit too long xD: The day my Uncle was gunned down, was probably my first real introduction to losing someone close to you, He was young, but since that day I always feel like I am living my life for myself, and him and all the other people I have lost. So I try to regret nothing, and do the things that made me happy. So thank you.. Anyways sorry if it was too long, there are too many stories and if someone looks at their own life in general, they will find A LOT that has impacted them. Thank you for allowing me to share a little.

Simple 1v1 r6 battle tourney, Rules are simple : This Event will start in 2 Week 31.May so Members have time to sign in ​This will presumably take 2-3 Days until its over /after it started Tournament overview here : http://challonge.com/IlluminatiR6 Each Round of the tournament lasts for 1 Day , if u dont show up you automatically Lose also No Battle = No Prize This rule is effective from 02.06.2014 from 02.06.2014 round 1 participants will lose if they dont come online PRIZES : 1.DF 0/100/0/100/50 redeemed by redeye 2.PsychoRavens 0/0/0/0 redeemed by duja 3.ArrestNeedle 45/0/0/0/50 +10DTs redeemed by under 4.maxWeddingDress redeemed by jonesy 5.TJS redeemed by asciel 6.Excalibur 0/0/30/50/30 +10DTs 7.PoST 8.MotherGarb+ redeemed sammy The 1st-8th place will get to choose what prize they get depending on what the winners above them choose first *cause we have so many Prizes this time, we need to make more battles until all places are set Participation : each member gets 3pds* for participation and takes part in a random Raffle for TJS60hit(Under) and PsychoBridge(Sammy) Event Member List : *registration deadline until 30.May* This Event is only for Member of ILLUMINATI** and thanks a lot to Armando who did support me with many Items for this Event.(1xMotherGarb+ , PsychoRavens , 20DTs , 2xSJS , PsychoBridge) To make things easier for you guys here are peoples names with links to here forum profile so you can pm them: Duja Church Rose Vector Sammy Under9000 Perfivale Judgment Asciel TheHarBringer Vector Bryan Jonesy Assmar/Silv Syker Neudaizstone/cencio *depends on , how many participants we have. Maybe more Pds with less Participants **sry for all other players of Ultima, but ILLUMINATI will make an Puplic Event a.s.a.p. also changes are possible if the partizipation is too low *10 --> (1 week delay and after that maybe puplic) Armando and i will not partizipate ! *The Welcome back we love Armando Raffle List* : Church Duja Xenomaren ElSocko Perfivale Jonesy88 Arashi Fatheruvwar dis astranagant currey26 Izaya schranko

I Pain12 is signing up for the tournament, my character is going to be called Gucci belt. you know imma be woopin it heard!

I'm pretty sure nobody will try to cheat good luck with the event guys also nice new rule Arashi

I would hope there would be more honor than that among our own team, but who knows?

im in lol ill get wrecked but ah well D:<

I just died at this post. x_X

There are a fixed handgun and slicer in each side, so that shouldn't be a problem ..... but if someone kill you first and don't open the gate, he can just wait like a coward until the time elapses.... so yeah, it would be more fair to put that rule.

i think there should be a rule, you must open the gate. otherwise if a person on one side gets a handgun and the other doesn't, they win

come one people dont be shy sign up and have fun with teammates

only looking for a good pr or tjs with hit unless you have an offer i can resist

Alright now I just have to work out how to play and what I am doing.

i post it again for page 3 i also updated Prizes a bit and added more stuff

@Khireborn of course u can participate /as member of Illuminati why not ?^^

am i also not allowed to participate )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

think ima have to jump in this l (ノಠ益ಠ)-/̵͇̿̿/'̿'̿̿̿ ̿ ̿̿ gimme the loot and no one gets hurt..... except cyane jk jk jk

Aqui puedes recuperar el password por medio del correo electronico si te acuerdas del username, en el caso de que no te acuerdes, algun desarrollador aka chuk, creo que seria él quien te pudiera ayudar... pero en todo caso trata de recuperarlo por correo primero

@armando i added rules to main Post check it out guys http://www.pso-world.com/sections.php?op=viewarticle&artid=433 @assmar For more details i will link an Tournament overview here : http://challonge.com/cn66uzxc This will presumably take 2-3 Days until its over /after it started hope this helps for all different Timezones Dont be afraid to participate u only can win. You need nothin to bring in this Battle its the most fair Battle mode. @Wilson,Foiexx,7kasuya ->Also if i notice we dont get at least 10 Participants then this will happen : *also changes are possible if the partizipation is too low *10 --> (puplic event and 1 week delay) Also stop asking me for Team invite until this Event is over

I've gotten pms from 3 different people in team saying they won't participate because theyre not high enough level and dont have good enough gear.... Read this please http://www.pso-world.com/sections.php?op=viewarticle&artid=433 BATTLE RULE 6 IS A QUEST IN BATTLE MODE THAT REVERTS YOU TO LEVEL 20 AND NEITHER OF YOU START WITH ANY EQUIPMENT, LEVELS/EQUIPMENT DO NOT MEAN SHIT EVERYBODY HAS A FAIR CHANCE Also a friendly reminder FORCES ARE BANNED

As long as Im not at work all damn day, I'll do it Hucast style.

Yup. I am down. Some good stuff up for grabs. Humar you say Armando?? hmmm

More of a personal request than a suggestion, but there is an item I've always wanted to be in this game: C-Assassin's Sabers. My simple reasons are: 1) I love red items 2) Logical upgrade to the G-Assassin's Sabers for higher levels 3) So many enemies, so few enemy weapons 4) Could use more worthwhile twin-sword weapons 5) A melee freeze weapon that doesn't suck would be nice 6) Crimson Assassins don't drop anything particularly great for most IDs, iirc.

Something that really hit me really hard and bad was when someone I loved and loved me back died (it wasn't a family member) I was really depressed and in the border of suicide, but decided not to do it, I didn't wanted anyone that cared about me feel like I did.

My first water colour painting ^.^ Villetta from Code Geass :3

There is too much to say about my life so I'll keep it PSO-related. Long story short, like probably everyone here I've made good and bad experiences since I joined this community. The best one definitely was meeting Clown, whom I am now engaged with Life is known to tell the most beautiful stories. Even if at some points life seems rather tragic, and full of regrets, hopeless, dark. If I had the chance to turn back time - I would do the same all over again.

With those mats... you'd have 70 mats free, not 45 And with this set you wont max ATA, you'll be missing 13... i would like to see those yellow numbers because i'd have huge errors on my stats I would reccomend this (but not sure because i don't have hucaseal) Red Ring Centurion/Battle Adept Slot Free (Anything you want: v502, Smartlink, POSS, etc...) Slot Free (Anything you want: v502, Smartlink, POSS, etc...) Mag (5/147/48/0) Mats POW 98 LCK 30 Free 22 If i'm correct, this will do it concerning to stats

Ok guys! ...i'll be working on the mags Judgment, can you post here the stats you want...?

Is not that rare but i farmed my needle on redria - bringers... they should drop on gov quests but you need a good number of mobs to get good chances for it to drop... in forest offensive you see like 20+ bringers (i never counted them), if you can't kill many of them (merlan or bringers) alone, ask for help (easier and faster)

Thanks for the trade!

well i don't decide prizes but i can fix or change quests easily, if that is the case i just need basically a list of changes to be done from larva for rewards.

I got my name from a legendary person name Armando (me) who is a prophet destined to rule the world and take kim kardashian away from kanye west. My second character name the fish symbol is just a random thing i thought about