Sad to see you go, bro. You were one of the better merchants on this forum, too.
Personally, I mainly play solo, so can't relate to your reasons for leaving. By all means take a break for a few weeks, but don't permanently leave. I think on your return you should make a thread on the forum to seek for users that will want to hunt for specific gear you also want to hunt for. Fuck joining a team, seriously. Target specific users that want to achieve the same goals you do.
Just my advice on your issue.