I've asked Cyane already. I guess she gets to pick and choose who gets it and who doesn't? I don't understand how this seems fair at all?
It's like this community that's supposed to be fun has turned into a fucking Nazi concentration camp. The more I think about it, the more upset I get. I've been here for more than 2 years. I've donated COUNTLESS times and not even for the purpose of getting items. You know I have a decent amount of used DT's and some lost ones as well. Which is not even the point of this, but I've put time, money and effort here yet I'm not deemed worthy of a fucking gold name because someone says so? Honestly, it seems like you guys get to pick and choose whoever the fuck you want and that shit is not cute. We're showing new people that basically no one gives a fuck about them coming to the server because people like me don't even get treated fairly.
I'm not trying to put others down but I know people who have gotten their gold name way before their 2 years come up. I'm sure they deserved it, so how am I not deserving? Sure, I may not be the best player on this fucking server but I've put countless hours into my characters, into hunting and making friends here. Just because I can't log in every god damn day and put 10 hours into hunting a freaking PGF doesn't mean I'm not worthy of a fucking gold name.
I keep getting told "you need to behave", when have I ever been banned? Warned at most, but how am I misbehaving? I need examples of this right now. I've ALWAYS been a team player to my PRO team and they can all vouch for this. All of my friends will also tell you I'm a team player and loyal as fuck. I don't go around doing shady business nor ninja items because that's not the way I fucking roll. I'm a real bitch and have always kept it real. Just because I say the word bitch every once in awhile doesn't mean that I'm misbehaving. I don't disrespect anyone here and never will.
I've been a loyal member of Ultima and I've been close friends with people who break the rules, yet I've never participated in such activities and even warned them against it. I've been nothing but looking out for the server's interest because it honestly used to be such a fun place for me. I don't care as much now but honestly thinking all the time I put and money I've put in here when I used to be around a lot more to get this kind of treatment really pisses me off.
If any GM or admin has something to say then let's go. And don't edit my post because we will have a fucking problem. I'm not disrespecting anyone with this post either, I'm speaking my mind and I'm allowed to do so, if you have a problem then exit the thread.
I want an explanation NOW.