I believe it might be time to locate a successor and pass my account to him/her.... it's just getting near-impossible for me to enter ultima (and my down key is broken so I can't even attack)
it's not about the controls... the thing is I play so little nowadays Sesi's been on ultima for 5 years and still no lv 200 or PGF, I'd rather pass the torch to someone who can carry my legacy.