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Violie

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  1. To me, there is no meaning to life. But that doesn't mean it's meaningless. Humans are given consciousness for a reason. It's what we do with it that determines whatever meaning our life has.

    Who knows... what if the meaning of life is to quit looking for a meaning, and just live? << my favorite quote

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  2. I want to take up the opportunity to inform everyone, especially Illuminati, about my upcoming move to France.

    It's going to be a huge step and a big change in my 26-yr old existence, and I've decided a while ago that I won't be using my laptop or internet at all during the first 3-4 months. That's for me to lock the door to my shelter if things become difficult, which they will, but I need to face them head on instead of digging my head into the sand and hoping for the difficulties to resolve by themselves. Also, I don't plan on continue living the way I have until now forever. Me and my fiance want to settle down and get started for real, meaning marriage and possibly a family.

    Don't worry though, for now that lies somewhere in the future, and anyway I don't see how this would keep me from playing PSO :P I'm just saying I'm taking this once-in-a-lifetime chance to change my whole life.

    That being said...

    I really like being a member of Illuminati. At first I couldn't be bothered as I never saw the point of being in a team, but my randomly increasing desire to socialize has brought me here. Special thanks to Arashi and Armando, without your efforts and dedication we wouldn't be where we are. I will continue doing my best to integrate and help everyone feel as comfortable here as I do.

    I will be gone end of June, that's still 26 days from now. So let's have a fun time! I will check the forums and may even hop on PSO once in a while (I don't want to miss yet another event!), so this is definitely not a farewell. Besides, I should be back around September-October. I'd like to find Illuminati still as nice as ever when I return, so don't disappoint me :P

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  3. I even dreamed of the event last night :onion115: think it was me vs. Armando and I won. It was fun :D After he died several times he got turned into a firetruck and my handgun turned into a machine gun. Arma-truck was extremely durable, it took me 3 minutes to bring him down, until he finally exploded XD

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  4. Okay... here's the original :onion101:

    Ich in der Dunkelheit

    mit Kälte im Herzen

    warte mit Schmerzen

    auf eine bessere Zeit

    Meine Liebe zu dir

    habe ich gut versteckt

    Meine Trauer erweckt

    die Dunkelheit in mir

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  5. A friend encouraged me to create this topic. I gotta say I'm not into poetry at all, though I used to be, but that was way back in my teens.

    I thought since we have an art section where people post their drawings, why not have a topic where people post their poems or other creative stuff?

    Guess I'll go first to give you a basic idea.

    This is an old one I wrote back in 2010:

    (please note that English isn't my first language so I had to translate this one, it no longer rhymes)

    I in the dark
    with cold in my heart
    am waiting in pain
    for a better time
    My love for you
    is hidden well
    My grief awakens
    the darkness in me
    Well... now it's your turn!
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  6. There is too much to say about my life so I'll keep it PSO-related.

    Long story short, like probably everyone here I've made good and bad experiences since I joined this community.

    The best one definitely was meeting Clown, whom I am now engaged with :P

    Life is known to tell the most beautiful stories. Even if at some points life seems rather tragic, and full of regrets, hopeless, dark.

    If I had the chance to turn back time - I would do the same all over again. ^_^

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  7. What if he uses a game controller like I do? Then it would be different... but the first thing I always do when creating a new character is customizing the controls. Tbh I never knew about keyboard controls for PSO o.O

  8. So lately I'm having severe issues getting on the game. I don't play often so I can't tell when exactly this started happening, but I first noticed two days ago.

    First of all, I can get past the launcher just fine, but sometimes it freezes in the news screen - the little circle on the top right will just keep spinning, but the window on the bottom won't show up. All I can do is kill and reopen the client.

    Or sometimes it lets me past the news screen, but it freezes while loading the character screen. Again, all I can do then is kill and reopen. Again other times it lets me get past the character screen, and either it just keeps loading forever or it actually comes up with a message saying either the server is full or offline. The most recent message even said there was no ship.

    Sometimes I can log on, usually after several attempts, without changing anything.

    I've checked my system for infections (idk, it came to mind) and tried running PSO with my antivirus deactivated. Now as a noob with technical stuff I've run out of solutions. What else is there I should check for?

    Oh yeah and another thing; I'm unable to run two clients since... ever. One of the clients will freeze after a few minutes. Talking about freeze, it actually happens alot even with just one client. Usually randomly or when people switch their weapons, but not always. It just completely freezes, leaving me with no other option but to kill the client with the task manager. Doesn't even come up with an error message. Any idea why?

  9. Since Squish keeps pushing me to speak my mind...

    Alright so, in case it hasn't been obvious at this point, I just wanna say I'm really glad to be part of this team, and I hope everyone else is, too!

    I didn't think I would ever even enjoy being on a team. But PRO has everything the other teams I've seen were missing. In fact, our teamwork based on communication through Ventrilo is only one out of many reasons why PRO lives up to its name. Everyone who hasn't joined yet, should consider doing so!

    Even a natural loner like me has finally found a nice community on Ultima.

    Special thanks to: Whoopin, Saith, Natural, No-Skillz, Kirika - only to name those that are the most present (sorry if I missed someone). You are PRO.

    And of course, Squish, for I wouldn't be here without you. You are amazing!

    We. Are. PRO.

    Let's keep it up guys!

    This is more you could've asked for, eh Squish? xD

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