I can't connect to anyone.It isn't my fault for having an unstable personality.I don't care if I'm by myself.I will give a reason for you to avoid me.I felt enough pain.I don't want anyone trying to reason with me.I already tried that.Your hate adds to my own against the entire world.It never changes.The truth is nobody truly understands because they refuse to listen.I don't have to be good if I get tortured.I don't mean the things I do,but pushing someone too far it's too late to back down.I'm done crying over rude comments.