As much as I hate saying cliche motivational things, I'm saying this. It's never too late to do anything. People only tell themselves such a thing because they're scared to climb up out of their hole. I love you and kick some ass. That applies to everyone. <3
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Saw this on a YouTube add last night and thought of you.