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  • Birthday May 25

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  1. So if people have this stuff rotting in their banks, why is it that no one can aid me in using them? I'm so sick of begging people and I'm not good at using Force characters at all. I tried on Ephinea and it's too difficult. Even then, I don't want to play the game just to be support. I play because I want to be able to hit stuff. I took Razfedt for granted and now I lost that account. I understand being banned for what I did but to lose my character I put countless hours in, even people in the game AND on the forums say is too harsh of a punishment, I thought was a concept I could get over but now I have to be forced to play as a class that is only useful for being the support is really throwing tomatoes in my face. I am more miserable than I was before. I just don't even know what to do anymore. It's not a fair system what so ever. Not at all.
  2. Are you serious? You just told me to use a system that has items I don't have and can't afford. You're essentially telling me to eat shit at this point. What is that going to do for me? I can't afford donation tickets.
  3. Again, you didn't answer my question, you're telling the literal exact same thing, making no point to help me. That seems like a norm here apparently.
  4. ...Where am I suppose to get PDs? I have no PDs, I have no items to trade, I can't farm for the point being that I have no weapons good enough to kill mobs.
  5. I'm trying to play this game, and I'm at the point of where it's about to break me. I don't have any item, any weapon or anything to help me progress. My stuff is too low, nobody wants to help me anymore because I'm a jackass who did them wrong in the past, and I'm depressed and regretful. I realize that I leveled up too fast and now I'm in a state where I'm virtually stuck. Shaggy (or whatever he's called on here) has been a big help for me these two days, being one of the people who's greatly helped me. I'm at the point where I don't even know to go to, I read the guides on this website for max stats, I try to find any guide for which weapon I should look for. I keep being told "go grind for it, go grind for it" I CAN'T grind for an item when the items I have are too weak. I cannot, I CAN NOT find any gun with hit percentage. ABSOLUTELY NO HIT GUNS. It makes no sense, it's like everything is out against me, even back when I was playing as Razfeldt. What do I do? Because nothing is working. I am doing my best. I am. I love this game too much than to become a quitter and a complainer, but it's legit pushing me as to how I'm failing at something that none of you have any problem at it. And yes, the game takes time and patience. But that's only when you're able to actually kill mobs. I can't kill mobs by myself. I can't kill anything by myself. Just please. I need help. I won't lose my shit or call people names and whatever I did because the previous year doesn't exist for me. Just please. I promise this time, I really really do.
  6. Thank you so much for reading and responding. I did reflect from all of the commotion that went down last week. I will be cautious from now on, and I really want to apologize greatly once again to you because despite me barely knowing you, it was really uncool of me to going that far in that lack of self control with the impulsive comments. By the way, I legitimately never changed my IP address, I used an alternate browser. (Firefox) I don't want to be dishonest about anything.
  7. So, obvious you already know who this is despite my sad attempt of starting anew. I would like to seriously regret my choices since the start of my offensive regime. I have no limit to what I say and I was always at fault for it, definitely well-aware as I'd be after the fact. I don't like being a terrible hindrance to people and that's what I initially thought that it was the cause of my childish and distasteful way of handling the situation. However, there is no excuse for it, regardless. I'm not someone who wants to be mean. I don't express intention other than what I actually DO express because of how poorly I present my actions. I realize this, and I can't blindly say "it's because of this that i do that" as if I was influenced by anything other than my poor attitude. I'm too old for doing things of such nature. I completely apologize for the insults that were directed towards you and everyone else. I apologize for being so needy and so melancholy, all around making the game for myself and others not fun. And I especially, most definitely apologize towards the things I've said in chatbox on an near-daily basis. I'm not regularly a happy person, but that doesn't mean I should disrespect everyone that I talk to or even play with. I just feel ashamed for how badly my experience with this server and community ended up, and how it could have been easily avoided if I took time away from it rather than just shooting a barrage of insults and sulking in self pity. The things I've said and acted were absolutely levels of me reaching a new low. I'm just not that much of a person who socializes and you can clearly see that through the way I acted towards others. Those horrible and disgusting names and things I've said about others and you (which I REALLY would never have done in a right frame of mind) legitimately made me feel sick in the mind. That's not me. That's a part of me that I do not want to give the light of day at all. I do not expect anything of you to be done here. I'm not going to lie, I would love to start anew, but I know it would be against the rules and I've pretty much ostracized myself from the community in the first place. I am only coming here because when I leave something hastily, I cannot leave without repenting my inexcusable regret to everyone I encountered. I would like to thank you for being a great moderator and everything I've said to you was an impulsive reaction in the heat of the night. Before you ban this account, I would like to repost the message on the boards because I want everyone that I have known and helped me in one way or another to see how much this game, server, and the help from the community did mean to me while playing. Thank you for reading. -RazfeldtOmnipotent
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