Emewn

So true bro. I forget that sometimes, and often feel suicidal myself.
I'm always putting the whole world before me. Caring about everything and everyone, and stressing their struggles.

Today I just found out my grandfather is dying in Dominican Republic, and I can't go see him, because although I finally just became a U.S. Citizen I still don't have my passport. 

Words can’t express how upset I am today.
How people neglect the elderly so much that they feel like dying makes me angry and sad.
My awareness of the world drives me near insane, and when I need love and support there is none.
People neglect the elderly too much, and I don't know what to do about it bro. 
But I know something has to be done. I care when nobody cares, and it got me feeling a special kind of lonely.

Cheer up, and just try your best to get through the present happily. Watch some comedy, and laugh a lot. 
If you just keep living you'll feel better as good days always come again. Please take care.

@jezbuz I've been single and celibate for 8 years. I avoid girls who make duck faces to impress others, and here you are thinking I imitate people, trying to look good for people. No buddy. I don't do that nor do I need to. I simply have big lips among other big things. Dominicans be mixed like that since our Taino ancestors were raped and enslaved.

@Lone Ranger Are you Seana? 
Apparently it makes me look bad to post such screenshots, but I don't care a single bit what people think about me. 
If you must know by age 5 I was almost killed 3 times, then was diagnosed with PTSD, ODD, OCD, ADHD, and Bipolar by Doctors for various reasons. However, I can assure you that has nothing to do with me inviting people to a team in PSO. Also, a team invitation doesn't mean I don't respect people. That's just silly. My goal for having 8 teams is to unite people. Being in my friend Kick-Ass' team inspired me to unite as many people as I could, and make them feel welcomed so that the server might grow. You'll have to forgive me for sending random team invitations. 

Actually.. anniversary and Christmas event both never dropped anything I hunted for lol idk if I love those events that much xD 

folks might be active in the upcoming events. Uark we love anniversary and Christmas events xD that’s when people like Leezy return haha ❤️ 

We’re currently at around 770 team members. I knocked off a good 20 for the the people with extra accounts

Btw the fact we had 500 members at that time must mean this happened years ago... you’ll have to forgive me for forgetting. But please know that I would love to be cool with you. Let’s link up sometime bro.

Hey, sorry about that. Must have been over a year ago. Please don’t feel attack, because I’m Not sure what happened.

I really don’t know what to say bro. 
I forgot everything about that because I got high a lot since then, and forget shit all the time.

You’re more than welcome to joining the team again. Seems we have a misunderstanding. Please message me next time. You’re attracting my haters. They jump at the chance to talk shit.

@C01D1 "persecute" is the wrong word to describe what Jesus Christ went through. I can assure you that HIS crucifixion was one of a kind, and the most gruesome in comparison to all others before and after that even the movie Passion of the Christ while graphic doesn't come anywhere close to describing what Jesus Christ went through for every single soul. It shames me that history is lost so much so.

@Sergio2kx

Huge difference. 

NA is bootleg server that lags too much compared to JP server.

Folks wanted to milk PSO2 NA knowing full well they could, but refuse to invest in a good server.

Luckily updates are arriving faster than people thought. Won't be a repeat of PSU's failure.

Have fun man 

WoW Classic is fun, but the fact it doesn't allow SLI turned me away

PSO2 is lit tho. Enjoy

That's a good offer. 
I would take it if I was francisco.
C/B could easily go for 20-30 DTS.

Happy late Birthday @Usagi-chan

The fear and sadness were perpetuated by the media.
I wouldn't dwell on 9/11 if I were anybody without acknowledging all those other lost souls who passed away before all sorts of unfortunately. Especially without caring about true justice, and putting the man who caused it in jail! George Bush.
Folks act like straight up tend-riders.

I could name various groups of people in the millions who were utterly destroyed unjustly in much worse ways, but you'll still miss the point huh?

I'm done here. Folks will never understand how vast the level of conditioning has been taking place is. Yes, it's the whole world.
Most folks don't know their own history let alone the history of the world. My grandmother died too. Do we all cry about it? Of course not. People die all the time right? But what about those who were killed? They only matter if they're Americans? Check yourself, because that whole idea doesn't fly with me.

What about the Taino Indians of the Carribean?
What about the aborigines?
What about the Native Americans Indians?
What about the Jewish holocaust that was funded by rich Jews?
What about the Chinese genocide that was caused by rich Chinese folk?
What about the Cambodian Genocide?
What about the Armenian Genocide?
What about the Indonesian Genocide?


The list of Genocides throughout history goes on, and nobody cares even though those number of MURDERS were in the millions!
 

The ignorance and hypocrisy displayed on 9/11 each year by the United States populous shames the living hell out of me. 
Who is a true Patriot these days? 

To only feel pain and sadness for 3,000 lost American souls is a serious offense. It's interesting how nobody sees that.

My severe depression which I've experienced all my life isn't for no reason. I don't pick, and choose the way everybody else does.
We are not the same. 

I'm American btw.
Been living in the United States for 24 years, and I'm only 27 years old.
I'm a proud Patriot. Injustice doesn't fly with me.

Never forget.
American lives are not more important than every other life.

I told you the solution. Independent research is the first step.
Don't just follow some trend every year 9/11 arrives.

If your losses really hurt you, then understand the cause, and raise your voice about it. There's no reason President Bush can't be thrown in Jail when they throw elderly people in Jail all the time.

The dead deserve justice! Not just a moment of silence!!!
I don't know whats wrong with people.
Just because it's not 9/11 today, nobody is thinking about what happened then.
It's shameful!
But I live for this.
I will expose all these sort of things.

I gave you the solution. Your word is power. Use it. Raise it.
If you really represent justice that is.

You folks really missed the point which was....

If you're gonna feel sad about anybody dying, acknowledge everybody that was murdered, raped, and enslaved.
Not just 3,000 AMERICANS. 
It's shameful to our ancestors!
Research ancient history for yourselves.

And @nnorton44 I wasn't drinking.
Quit misjudging me based off our personal conversations. 

Na. It's not a difference in opinion, because I remember 9/11 well. 
For the youth in panic in those days the realization of imminent doom was traumatizing. It's truly tragic.

What I don't appreciate is people getting sad, and all this and that about it, but never enough to actually underline the CAUSE!
It's shameful that Presidents are protected the way they are, because of people's ignorance. 

I didn't miss any point.
People dying hits me harder than it does most people.
I live to preserve life, and love it.
Actually you folks missed the point.

American lives are not worth more than others.
So why is there never any awareness or acknowledgment for those billions of lost souls your teachers won't even educate you about? 

Listen, I don't care how defensive you people get about this.
American lives are not more important than others.
If you wanna cry about 9/11 at least do independent research to understand the truth about why it happened, and who caused it.
You'd be doing those who passed away justice by doing so.

When you just get in your feels about 9/11 every time without really caring about justice, you get ZERO RESPECT FROM ME. 

I don't care if you tag me, and look out for each other while opposing what I say. I know what I say is the truth. I wouldn't be saying it if it wasn't.

If you really cared about those lives which were unjustly taken away, then you'll want justice about it. But the fact you folks seem ignorant about who really caused 9/11 shows me you don't really care.
You just follow the trend.

Folks just play pretend. And that's what I don't like about 9/11.
People play pretend feels about good people that died.

And most folks don't even acknowledge those lives who aren't Americans. That's the most shameful part. 

No thank you. 

This reminds me of me

The covert modern day slavery that's happening today is much more tragic. Credit is Debt, and therefor slavery.
Nobody is truthfully really happy unless you got the money to be free with your friends and family.

People live, and breathe as though they are already dead. Working for free, because there is no peace, just a system people cannot even see.

So many people just work without ever having any free time to play like innocent little children with loved ones.
Some of those people were in those buildings during 9/11.

R.I.P to the many diseased that nobody even acknowledges.
It's shameful really.
Folks represent this man-made holiday like it's really something. People get all bent and hurt about 9/11 as though billions of people weren't slaughtered, enslaved, and raped by white folks from Europe for thousands of years up until this present day.
Yeah, well 9/11 was caused by an American.
How does it look when the United States President conspired to kill 3 thousand hard working Americans for monetary gains, and some agenda?

Look, I'm against all that injustice.
But don't all picky and choosy about it yo.
You shame everybody else who passed away when you only think of 3 thousand people that passed away during 9/11.

It's like Thanksgiving.
Folks in ancient times were thankful for everything they had stolen from Native Americans after they slaughtered, raped, and enslaved them, but what do you care about that?
You just wanna eat, so don't go acting like you care about equality.

Folks out here disliking my post as if what I say isn't true. You're crazy, and nothing but a hater apparently. I'm talking to those folks disliking my post unnecessarily. By all means continue. You suck, and I don't care if you can't see why.

Many Holidays are rooted in bloodshed, and folks are conditioned to only acknowledge only the "Americans" that perished tragically. It's a racist conditioned mindset people have, and I don't respect it. 

I am American btw. What happened during 9/11 wasn't cool.
But I also appreciate the truth in ways few people do.
I hope people wise up.

I was in 3rd Grade being evacuated from school along with everyone else in a panic, because that whole staged event was a fear mongering tactic, and an investment for Bush's who owned the buildings. 

Marvin Bush gained couple billion of dollars due to insurance policies after the the buildings were demolished. More than it took to build them in fact.

3 thousand lives were lost that day, but that is nothing compared to the many genocides nobody ever cares about.
For example, do you know what happened to the Taino indians? And every other native american tribe after the Taino people's demise for that matter? 

I wouldn't dwell on 9/11 if I were anybody. It was a scam where good people actually died. No different than any other mass genocide.